healing begins

I was listening to the radio the other day and this song came on:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88xHIwd4CWM

I listened and thought "wow thats a really good song" and then didnt think another thought. Today I went to the doctors office and driving home I heard this song again on the radio. This time I pulled over the car and started to listen to each of the words coming out of the speakers. What powerful words to be spoken into life. I needed this song. I need to know that the healing can start now, I dont have to wait for it, I dont have to search for it, I dont have to be in this darkness anymore.

Then I did more research on this song and found this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QF1X9VvQbD4

I hope you watch it before you keep reading! He got it right. We are more afraid to tell God about what we have done, then we are humans! Where did we lose the thought that our God is full of Grace!

Romans 6:14 (New International Version)
For sin shall not be your master, because you are not under law, but under grace.

If I think about it more and more, why wouldnt I want to tell God first? Yes there is the James 5:15 "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective." Sometimes I think we focus on the "confess to one another" more then the "so that you may be healed"!

I want to be healed. I want the healing to start. I want the light to come into the dark places.

Im a sinner

I get jealous easy

I hide my anger

I compare myself to other

I have a lot of faults


....BUT

This is where the healing starts!